Wednesday, July 13, 2005

Writing : "I" ?

        I have been writing 2 stories.  One is about being disabled.  The other is a fiction piece about a religious figure.  In one I used a first-person voice, in the other a third-person voice. 

        Last week, another writer said writing in first person is more powerful, and makes a reader fall into the story, so that the reader sees themselves and their own feelings.  Last night I found a website about essayists and the pros and cons of different "voices" in writing (1st, 2nd, 3rd person).  I'm thinking of changing the voice I've used in the disability story.  But I keep going back and forth on my decision.  Wouldn't repetitive "I"'s in a story annoy readers?  I-this and I-that.   It sounds too self-centered.  But, I hadn't considered the impact on a reader; I really would like a reader to be "in" the story. 

         So I copied my typed pages into a second file and started changing 3rd person words to I/my instead of first name/her/she.   I guess I'll have to read both to see how each sounds.  I "hear" my writing better when I read pieces aloud or to someone else.  I catch mistakes and rough sections when I hear it read.  But sometimes it just sounds like trash and I'm embarrassed to hear my own words. 

         I have learned that writing in pieces is okay, and not knowing when (or how) a story will end is okay too.  It feels unsteady to write without a destination, but there are benefits to the process along the way.  Terrific phrases just pop out, seemingly from no where - then I wonder "Who wrote that?!"   And other times.... I struggle for words. 

         Not knowing exactly where these 2 stories will lead me, I do get impatient.  I sometimes just want the writing to be done.  Nothing more to say on the subject.  Nothing forgotten.  That will be an interesting day, I imagine....  

        And, I cannot imagine the 10 years it took for some authors to pen their work.  Oh my God, 10 years.  I don't think I could do it ! 

       But, we'll see.  At the rate I'm writing, it might take me years to finish one story!  (Oh my, I hope not!)

      Back to writing.....

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